I really want to post more stuff here. However, I really want to maintain only one blog site. So, I guess I would choose tumblr since its more fun. You can check it out: http://mykeziah.tumblr.com
I'll still post something here anyway.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
December 29,2010 1:16AM
Here I am again. It's been months since I made my last post. I know I've been such a sucker for keeping promises. But at least, before the year would end, I just would like to share the things that would sum up the year.
January -March 2010
These months had been quite tough for me. I was focused, maybe not focused but yeah, focused on school requirements:projects and all that. I was a highschool graduating student so, it is expected to duly comply with the requirements. And then, March 31 came. Graduation Day. It was a a day full of mixed emotions. I felt happy and proud for having been able to pass my subjects and make it to one of the Top10. I was nervous too, asking myself:"After this, What's next for me?". I felt sad too, the thought of being away with my friends for years.
April - May 2010
These are the boring months of the year. I've been stucked at home, doing just the routinary, eat-internet-sleep-eat-internet-sleep. But then, I also made a friend. i met her online, on zingled. She's French and I think we both have a lot in common. We still keep in touch up to now. And oh, I have been also busy with the requirements for college too.
June - October 2010
These are the months of the first semester in College. Life in college is a lot different in high school. In college, most of you will be strangers. So yes, it's difficult to look for a friend that would somehow understand and deal with you like your old friends in high school does. Don't get me wrong, my college friends are great. It's just that I don't really have this comfortable feeling when I'm with them. yeah, maybe because we've just known each other for months. Probably, we'll get to the knowing-you-deeper part of our friendship in the later years. On the other hand, my academic standing aren't that bad. I admit, I am happy that I am an honor student but I also feel resentment. Well, I just wouldn't post the reasons because it'll take time and I'm kinda sleepy.
November 2010
First month of the first semester. I met more friends. What else? I don't know. That's it.
December 2010
Yeah, I could feel the spirit of Christmas and of course, my 1th birthday. Well, my birthday started great but didn't end that great. I got a little melodramatic.
For all those who have been part of my life in 2010, Thank You. Hope we'll still meet in 2011. (:
PS: I've read my previous entries. I just realized I had many grammatical errors and misspelled words.LOL. Laugh at your own mistakes.
Here I am again. It's been months since I made my last post. I know I've been such a sucker for keeping promises. But at least, before the year would end, I just would like to share the things that would sum up the year.
January -March 2010
These months had been quite tough for me. I was focused, maybe not focused but yeah, focused on school requirements:projects and all that. I was a highschool graduating student so, it is expected to duly comply with the requirements. And then, March 31 came. Graduation Day. It was a a day full of mixed emotions. I felt happy and proud for having been able to pass my subjects and make it to one of the Top10. I was nervous too, asking myself:"After this, What's next for me?". I felt sad too, the thought of being away with my friends for years.
April - May 2010
These are the boring months of the year. I've been stucked at home, doing just the routinary, eat-internet-sleep-eat-internet-sleep. But then, I also made a friend. i met her online, on zingled. She's French and I think we both have a lot in common. We still keep in touch up to now. And oh, I have been also busy with the requirements for college too.
June - October 2010
These are the months of the first semester in College. Life in college is a lot different in high school. In college, most of you will be strangers. So yes, it's difficult to look for a friend that would somehow understand and deal with you like your old friends in high school does. Don't get me wrong, my college friends are great. It's just that I don't really have this comfortable feeling when I'm with them. yeah, maybe because we've just known each other for months. Probably, we'll get to the knowing-you-deeper part of our friendship in the later years. On the other hand, my academic standing aren't that bad. I admit, I am happy that I am an honor student but I also feel resentment. Well, I just wouldn't post the reasons because it'll take time and I'm kinda sleepy.
November 2010
First month of the first semester. I met more friends. What else? I don't know. That's it.
December 2010
Yeah, I could feel the spirit of Christmas and of course, my 1th birthday. Well, my birthday started great but didn't end that great. I got a little melodramatic.
For all those who have been part of my life in 2010, Thank You. Hope we'll still meet in 2011. (:
PS: I've read my previous entries. I just realized I had many grammatical errors and misspelled words.LOL. Laugh at your own mistakes.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Lending a hand without expecting something in return
1:07AM Sept.24,2010
Yeah, and I'm still wide awake in the middle of the night. I don't know why. It's okay, our classes will start by 10am and I still have lots of hours to sleep. So, here's my point now. Remember my AH1 entry? the diary thingy? I got 2.25 mark. I'm not satisfied yet I am contented. In my second paper, I got a mark of 1.5. I'm happier though I'm not yet sure when my happiness would end. Not all of our papers were returned. so, I'm nervous what my grades would be. Anyways, here's another composition. This has not been returned yet. I do not know what my grades are for this one.
Sunday, August 08, 2010, was not an ordinary day for me and for some of my grade two classmates. My classmate, Kamille, called us for a reunion because she just arrived here in Davao all the way from U.S. after almost 9 years of being away. We ate lots of food in Shakeys. We even had 6 slices of pizza left. They asked the waiter to pack it and luckily, they gave it to me. When it was already getting dark, we bid each other goodbye.
Our house is far from SM that’s why I have to ride at least two jeepneys in going home. While walking towards the loading area in Aldevinco, I passed by a group of children. Actually, I can’t call them street children because they were not wearing worn-out clothes. They were just squatting along the sidewalk playing “dampa” and most of them had rubber bands on their wrists that could even reach their elbows. I thought maybe they are the kids of some side walk vendors there. Since it was already dinner time, I thought of giving my “bring home slices of pizza” to them.
I handed it to them and one of the children took it immediately. The others followed him. They even argued on who should get it. I told them to share and give each one equal parts but it seems that nobody listened to me. So, I just walked away and left. I did not even hear a simple “Thank You” from them. I walked away grateful that I have shared yet I was also disappointed because they did not thank me. I overheard one of them, perhaps the eldest, stopping the argument and telling each other to have an equal share. At least, I was relieved by what I heard.
Up to now, I kept on thinking about that moment. I realized I must not expect something in return when we help people. I also regretted that I haven’t taught the children how to say thank you. Anyways, I just helped and gave them what I have. I always keep in mind that it is more blessed to give than to receive.
I know its a nonsense for me pleading you to comment on this. But, if by any chance, you happen to read this, please just criticize or do whatever you like. Its for me to grow. :) Be happy everyone.
Yeah, and I'm still wide awake in the middle of the night. I don't know why. It's okay, our classes will start by 10am and I still have lots of hours to sleep. So, here's my point now. Remember my AH1 entry? the diary thingy? I got 2.25 mark. I'm not satisfied yet I am contented. In my second paper, I got a mark of 1.5. I'm happier though I'm not yet sure when my happiness would end. Not all of our papers were returned. so, I'm nervous what my grades would be. Anyways, here's another composition. This has not been returned yet. I do not know what my grades are for this one.
Sunday, August 08, 2010, was not an ordinary day for me and for some of my grade two classmates. My classmate, Kamille, called us for a reunion because she just arrived here in Davao all the way from U.S. after almost 9 years of being away. We ate lots of food in Shakeys. We even had 6 slices of pizza left. They asked the waiter to pack it and luckily, they gave it to me. When it was already getting dark, we bid each other goodbye.
Our house is far from SM that’s why I have to ride at least two jeepneys in going home. While walking towards the loading area in Aldevinco, I passed by a group of children. Actually, I can’t call them street children because they were not wearing worn-out clothes. They were just squatting along the sidewalk playing “dampa” and most of them had rubber bands on their wrists that could even reach their elbows. I thought maybe they are the kids of some side walk vendors there. Since it was already dinner time, I thought of giving my “bring home slices of pizza” to them.
I handed it to them and one of the children took it immediately. The others followed him. They even argued on who should get it. I told them to share and give each one equal parts but it seems that nobody listened to me. So, I just walked away and left. I did not even hear a simple “Thank You” from them. I walked away grateful that I have shared yet I was also disappointed because they did not thank me. I overheard one of them, perhaps the eldest, stopping the argument and telling each other to have an equal share. At least, I was relieved by what I heard.
Up to now, I kept on thinking about that moment. I realized I must not expect something in return when we help people. I also regretted that I haven’t taught the children how to say thank you. Anyways, I just helped and gave them what I have. I always keep in mind that it is more blessed to give than to receive.
I know its a nonsense for me pleading you to comment on this. But, if by any chance, you happen to read this, please just criticize or do whatever you like. Its for me to grow. :) Be happy everyone.
Friday, July 23, 2010
...Busy Day
12:31AM
It's already Friday. TGIF. But hell, I still have loads to do. I still thank God it's friday. I could go home. I could get away with school works. I could rest and get hours of sleep. But right now, let me focus on the reality - the reality that I am already a college student.
Yeah! It's hard to believe that. I am an extraordinary college student. I sleep in class. I went to school without taking a bath. It's normal, perhaps only for me. Currently, I am working on a paper to be passed tomorrow. No,I mean later around 10am. I am also doing research for our group report later. Unfortunately, i do not understand how will I relate my assigned task to our discussion. I mean, it's easy but I don't know how to explain it. I'm stressed! I don't know what to do know. Maybe, I shall give myself some sleep and wake up later again. Then, back to reality. It was just a week ago when I told my friends that I felt like having a vacation in the dormitory. I have learned things in school but it feels like going to school is more like a vacation than studying and learning. Now, I have to correct what I've said. It's not always a vacation. Not always. There are also times like this, busy busy busy.
I think I have to go now. I have to sleep. I will sleep. I just hope I could wake up early later. Bye.
It's already Friday. TGIF. But hell, I still have loads to do. I still thank God it's friday. I could go home. I could get away with school works. I could rest and get hours of sleep. But right now, let me focus on the reality - the reality that I am already a college student.
Yeah! It's hard to believe that. I am an extraordinary college student. I sleep in class. I went to school without taking a bath. It's normal, perhaps only for me. Currently, I am working on a paper to be passed tomorrow. No,I mean later around 10am. I am also doing research for our group report later. Unfortunately, i do not understand how will I relate my assigned task to our discussion. I mean, it's easy but I don't know how to explain it. I'm stressed! I don't know what to do know. Maybe, I shall give myself some sleep and wake up later again. Then, back to reality. It was just a week ago when I told my friends that I felt like having a vacation in the dormitory. I have learned things in school but it feels like going to school is more like a vacation than studying and learning. Now, I have to correct what I've said. It's not always a vacation. Not always. There are also times like this, busy busy busy.
I think I have to go now. I have to sleep. I will sleep. I just hope I could wake up early later. Bye.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
...Make memories
This is what I wrote for our AH1(Understanding ourselves through reading and writing) assignment. Actually, the original was longer than this one. But, I revised it because our professor told us to only to make a page. Mine exceeded so, I have to shorten it. Here's how it goes.
Dear first-grader Keziah,
Hey little brat! I know how you’ve been very naughty. But, I just would like to inform that my “bratinella” image already faded. I know. I’m still naughty but only to those who have been bad to me too.
See how time goes by swiftly. You were just a little girl before but now, you’ve grown into a young lady. But, you are still short in terms of height. It seems like it was just yesterday when you entered first grade but now, you are already in first year college. I could really tell that one of the fastest things here on earth is time.
Let me just share to you my first days in college. I earned many friends. I learned the basic Japanese. Though I had a hard time adjusting to the social environment, I still feel at home. It’s like nobody cares about you or who you are. It seems that all I have to do is to be me. I could really say that I fit in this university. However, I am not confident of my thinking capacity. I know I can do it. It’s just that I don’t have enough confidence. Well, enough for this one. I might get very emotional.
Anyways, I’ll just share to you what happened on my weekend. Saturday night was a night with dad. It was already midnight and we were still watching wrestling. Oh, I remember those times when I was still your age when we watch wrestling match. I always favor Hulk Hogan and John Cena. Wrestling is one of those things that we like both. On Sunday, we ate in a restaurant near our house for dinner. Mom really sees to it that we are complete in the table for dinner. Especially during weekends because that’s the only time I could eat together with them. That night, mom asked me to sleep early. Being so hard-headed, I slept late.And as an effect, I woke up late too. I arrived in school 2 minutes late.
Just this Monday, my room mate, a friend and I went to SM to watch Eclipse.We shouted everytime Jacob appears wearing nothing on top. It’s a girl thing you know. We also bought different stuffs. It’s like rewarding and giving ourselves a break from the pressure of being a college student. That’s it. I think I’ve said too much already.
Little brat, life is too short. As I have told you, time goes by quickly. We should collect as many memories as we can. Those memories are valuable. Live life to the fullest and always be open for change. Just like what I did. I changed maybe not yet for the best but at least for the better.
Love,
Keziah
By the way, I know I owe you(to anyone who's reading this) a lot of blogs from me. I promised from my previous that I would be posting about this and that. And, I know I'm already late. I really don't care if someone would read my blog or not. I just care about my opinions and expressions. That's just what I wanted to do. To express myself without anyone to tell me to stop what I'm doing. I just wanted to break free from my shell. So, if there is anyone out there who happens to drop by and read some of my blogs please leave a comment. I don't mind if you criticize me or not. I just would like to know if you've eaten something or something has gotten into your mind that you dropped my on this page. (Okaay, I think I'm confusing you and myself). Good Night!
-Kez 2:11AM
Dear first-grader Keziah,
Hey little brat! I know how you’ve been very naughty. But, I just would like to inform that my “bratinella” image already faded. I know. I’m still naughty but only to those who have been bad to me too.
See how time goes by swiftly. You were just a little girl before but now, you’ve grown into a young lady. But, you are still short in terms of height. It seems like it was just yesterday when you entered first grade but now, you are already in first year college. I could really tell that one of the fastest things here on earth is time.
Let me just share to you my first days in college. I earned many friends. I learned the basic Japanese. Though I had a hard time adjusting to the social environment, I still feel at home. It’s like nobody cares about you or who you are. It seems that all I have to do is to be me. I could really say that I fit in this university. However, I am not confident of my thinking capacity. I know I can do it. It’s just that I don’t have enough confidence. Well, enough for this one. I might get very emotional.
Anyways, I’ll just share to you what happened on my weekend. Saturday night was a night with dad. It was already midnight and we were still watching wrestling. Oh, I remember those times when I was still your age when we watch wrestling match. I always favor Hulk Hogan and John Cena. Wrestling is one of those things that we like both. On Sunday, we ate in a restaurant near our house for dinner. Mom really sees to it that we are complete in the table for dinner. Especially during weekends because that’s the only time I could eat together with them. That night, mom asked me to sleep early. Being so hard-headed, I slept late.And as an effect, I woke up late too. I arrived in school 2 minutes late.
Just this Monday, my room mate, a friend and I went to SM to watch Eclipse.We shouted everytime Jacob appears wearing nothing on top. It’s a girl thing you know. We also bought different stuffs. It’s like rewarding and giving ourselves a break from the pressure of being a college student. That’s it. I think I’ve said too much already.
Little brat, life is too short. As I have told you, time goes by quickly. We should collect as many memories as we can. Those memories are valuable. Live life to the fullest and always be open for change. Just like what I did. I changed maybe not yet for the best but at least for the better.
Love,
Keziah
By the way, I know I owe you(to anyone who's reading this) a lot of blogs from me. I promised from my previous that I would be posting about this and that. And, I know I'm already late. I really don't care if someone would read my blog or not. I just care about my opinions and expressions. That's just what I wanted to do. To express myself without anyone to tell me to stop what I'm doing. I just wanted to break free from my shell. So, if there is anyone out there who happens to drop by and read some of my blogs please leave a comment. I don't mind if you criticize me or not. I just would like to know if you've eaten something or something has gotten into your mind that you dropped my on this page. (Okaay, I think I'm confusing you and myself). Good Night!
-Kez 2:11AM
Saturday, April 24, 2010
nothing to do..
Umm, it's 12:3am on the 24th day of April 2010.
Nothing special, I just wanted to post something since I have not updated for the past few months. Actually, I really wanted to post something about our graduation. And, also about my views regarding the upcoming elections. Unfortunately, I haven't done it yet. But, I promise I'll post it here maybe before classes start. (As if someone would read this crap.. Anyways, If ever)
Summer has recently begun and, it gives me boredom. I don't have much to say. I think I'll just post what I have done so far this day.
Inspite of the two-week prohibition rule for me to use the computer, I still used it. No, I didn't use my facebook or my ym. I just watch videos and movies because I'm left at home with nothing to do. I read the book, The Lucky One by Nicholas Sparks, I'm done reading it. So, I felt the loss of another boredom breaker. I watch shows on tv but I'm getting sick of watching it everyday. I don't have much load on my cellphone. Thus, I can't text nor call some friends. I decided to just watch a movie or videos on the internet. And just yeasterday, I was watching this anime, School Days. I'm really not a fan of anime but I wanted to watch one. At first, It was funny but the next episodes were Oh my goodness! The main guy was such a pervert. I couldn't help watching it 'til the very end because I was really curious on how it's gonna end. I was thankful though it lasted only for twelve episodes. Damn! that was such a nonsense anime! I suggest don't watch it or else you'll really have to finish it and just say Arrrgh! Damn!
That was it. hhahaha.. Anyways, i was just sharing. hahaha.. I really find it funny for me to post here when I know no one's gonna read it. Well, that's my reason why I post stuffs here: because I don't want someone to know, but I want to share. haha.. I don't think it makes sense..
P.S.: I wanted to write a novel with some anime drawings. One that is very much culturally related to us, Filipinos, and of course with thrilling events yet packed with morals. I wanted to do it. But, I can't make up of anything to start.
Nothing special, I just wanted to post something since I have not updated for the past few months. Actually, I really wanted to post something about our graduation. And, also about my views regarding the upcoming elections. Unfortunately, I haven't done it yet. But, I promise I'll post it here maybe before classes start. (As if someone would read this crap.. Anyways, If ever)
Summer has recently begun and, it gives me boredom. I don't have much to say. I think I'll just post what I have done so far this day.
Inspite of the two-week prohibition rule for me to use the computer, I still used it. No, I didn't use my facebook or my ym. I just watch videos and movies because I'm left at home with nothing to do. I read the book, The Lucky One by Nicholas Sparks, I'm done reading it. So, I felt the loss of another boredom breaker. I watch shows on tv but I'm getting sick of watching it everyday. I don't have much load on my cellphone. Thus, I can't text nor call some friends. I decided to just watch a movie or videos on the internet. And just yeasterday, I was watching this anime, School Days. I'm really not a fan of anime but I wanted to watch one. At first, It was funny but the next episodes were Oh my goodness! The main guy was such a pervert. I couldn't help watching it 'til the very end because I was really curious on how it's gonna end. I was thankful though it lasted only for twelve episodes. Damn! that was such a nonsense anime! I suggest don't watch it or else you'll really have to finish it and just say Arrrgh! Damn!
That was it. hhahaha.. Anyways, i was just sharing. hahaha.. I really find it funny for me to post here when I know no one's gonna read it. Well, that's my reason why I post stuffs here: because I don't want someone to know, but I want to share. haha.. I don't think it makes sense..
P.S.: I wanted to write a novel with some anime drawings. One that is very much culturally related to us, Filipinos, and of course with thrilling events yet packed with morals. I wanted to do it. But, I can't make up of anything to start.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
soo backwards
I should have been sleeping right now. Its already February 16,2010 and its 12:48am. But before I sleep, I just would like to share my morning yesterday.
I woke up late.Very very late. I was rushing here and there because I might be late for school. I got inside the car and my father drives us on the way to school. I even forgot my calculator, ballpen and the jams for our economics project. I was really outta my mind. It was already 7:47am to be exact when we left our house, 13 minutes more and I would really be damn late.
Okay. So, the real story starts here. My father speeds up. We followed the same route where we travel going to school. Then, when my father turned right(I think), we were heading slowly beacuse of traffic jam. And then, we noticed a lot of cars went back. They told us that there's a car accident ahead. It was raining then so, it was obviously normal. My father still headed straight not wanting to get back. It was already 8:03am by that time. Some of the tricycles in front of us stopped. The drivers were very eager to listen to the news and stories. (Alam mo yun, napaka usisero't chismoso) Don't they know they make the flow slower? So, they managed to go straight ahead. We stopped right where the tricycle and a taxi "crashed"(dunno if its the right term..haha). There's a space where we could insert but my father would not dare risk beacause we might fall on the "canal". So, my father tried to ask the person there to just maybe move the tricycle out of the center of the road so we and the cars behind us can also move smoothly. But, the man told us that it is not allowed because the police should get the sketch and the statement first. I was really irritated. That incident made me realize a Looottt of things.
1.) The police responds slowly. When it rains, they sould respond faster than the normal days because the rain is also one factor of traffic jams. But, this doesn't mean I hate the rain. I love the rain.
2.) Filipinos are born chismosos and usiseros.. They really love to talk about people and the latest stuffs.
3.) The car accident isn't an accident at all(for me). If you were only there, you could hardly find any scratch on the taxi and the tricycle. They should've arranged it before the matter gets bigger. Why should they waste time on such things? I mean, they would have both get to their works if only they have managed it. I mean, the taxi driver gets back to driving the taxi and the tricycle driver gets back to drive his tricycle. (Aregluhan bah kung baga)
4.) Cars, specially for public transportation are increasing. The government should've the roads done well(umm... perfectly). in that area) There's one way going north and one going south. So, that would mean that cars, trucks, motors and tricycle line up for only one way going north and one going south.(Hindi ba't siksikan yun?)
I'll end this now. This just made me irritated again and again.
I woke up late.Very very late. I was rushing here and there because I might be late for school. I got inside the car and my father drives us on the way to school. I even forgot my calculator, ballpen and the jams for our economics project. I was really outta my mind. It was already 7:47am to be exact when we left our house, 13 minutes more and I would really be damn late.
Okay. So, the real story starts here. My father speeds up. We followed the same route where we travel going to school. Then, when my father turned right(I think), we were heading slowly beacuse of traffic jam. And then, we noticed a lot of cars went back. They told us that there's a car accident ahead. It was raining then so, it was obviously normal. My father still headed straight not wanting to get back. It was already 8:03am by that time. Some of the tricycles in front of us stopped. The drivers were very eager to listen to the news and stories. (Alam mo yun, napaka usisero't chismoso) Don't they know they make the flow slower? So, they managed to go straight ahead. We stopped right where the tricycle and a taxi "crashed"(dunno if its the right term..haha). There's a space where we could insert but my father would not dare risk beacause we might fall on the "canal". So, my father tried to ask the person there to just maybe move the tricycle out of the center of the road so we and the cars behind us can also move smoothly. But, the man told us that it is not allowed because the police should get the sketch and the statement first. I was really irritated. That incident made me realize a Looottt of things.
1.) The police responds slowly. When it rains, they sould respond faster than the normal days because the rain is also one factor of traffic jams. But, this doesn't mean I hate the rain. I love the rain.
2.) Filipinos are born chismosos and usiseros.. They really love to talk about people and the latest stuffs.
3.) The car accident isn't an accident at all(for me). If you were only there, you could hardly find any scratch on the taxi and the tricycle. They should've arranged it before the matter gets bigger. Why should they waste time on such things? I mean, they would have both get to their works if only they have managed it. I mean, the taxi driver gets back to driving the taxi and the tricycle driver gets back to drive his tricycle. (Aregluhan bah kung baga)
4.) Cars, specially for public transportation are increasing. The government should've the roads done well(umm... perfectly). in that area) There's one way going north and one going south. So, that would mean that cars, trucks, motors and tricycle line up for only one way going north and one going south.(Hindi ba't siksikan yun?)
I'll end this now. This just made me irritated again and again.
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